I'm just sitting here watching Ryan sleep and I'm amazed that it's been two years already. Wow - time sure waits for no one. It has been an enjoyable two years watching this little dependent person become an increasingly independent person. It's times like right this very minute that I wish I could just freeze time for a while - no I won't say how long - and truly enjoy it. Rewind it back, freeze it and start it again slowly. You justs never know how much you can love a person more and more each day until you have a child. Mommy loves you Ry.
In the other room is the teenager, Mea. Lord give me strength! This hormonal 1st child is going to test me more than I ever tested my parents. There are days - like today that I love her with everything. She insisted on making Ry his birthday cake and buying him his two fish - Nemo and Nemo. What a beautiful and thoughtful gesture on her part. However, where was this child on Sunday and Monday - obviously on vacation from planet earth. I can see me being on prozac, zanax and whatever else is on the market if she does not get through these teenagers years in the next 2 months. My, My My. Mommy loves you Mea.
I'll post pictures in the next day or so.
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